When was the last time you encountered Jesus? Was it when
you or a loved one was diagnosed with an illness? Or almost being in a car
accident? Was it when you were in the midst of your own personal storm, a
chaotic point in your life when you felt alone? Did you recognize Jesus in the
moment? Were you surprised when He showed up? Or are you still waiting to see Him?
Read Psalm 105:1-6, 16-22, 45b and Matthew 14:22-33.
Jesus had just fed the great crowds with merely a few loaves
and fishes. He retreats to his prayer life on a mountain and sends the
disciples along the way. As the boat gets away from shore, a wind storm picks
up. With fishermen on the boat, they knew what to do – it happens a lot in
their weather pattern. Yet fear takes hold of the disciples when they see a
ghost walking toward them on the waters. Even after seeing Jesus perform a
miraculous feeding, the disciples still don’t understand who Jesus is. After
Jesus reassures them that it is Him (and it is God), Peter decides to step out
of the boat and walk on water like Jesus. However, he looks to the waves and
starts to slip beneath the water. His doubt at that moment is greater than his
faith.
Storms are a part of life; but it’s when Jesus unexpectedly
shows up that we get a little afraid. Ironically enough, even in the presence
of Jesus, we (like Peter) doubt what he can really do. We doubt that Jesus will
really show up. And because of that doubt, we choose to stay in the boat – we choose
to stay with the familiar instead of stepping out in faith.
The Triniteens and I have recently returned from our mission
trip to Goodland Academy in Hugo, Oklahoma. Stories and photos will be up in the
parlor on Sunday, as well as part of worship. As we got to know the students at
Goodland, I believe I see them as Peters. These boys have encountered Jesus
through the love and care of their houseparents, teachers, and staff at
Goodland. So they are willing to step out of the boat in their chaotic life, to
take a risk to improve their lives. Those boys have stepped out in faith,
moving away from home and learning how to be a family.
The Triniteens and I were like the disciples in the boat,
getting to witness the miracles that Jesus is working in the lives at Goodland.
And because of their act of faith, we too are saved – we too are transformed.
We too get to encounter Jesus, even where it surprises us – in the laugh of a
sixth grade boy, in the friendships between strangers that instantly form, in
the cool rainy weather at the end of July.
So where have you seen Jesus? Are you in the boat,
witnessing the grace and salvation of Jesus? Are you stepping out in faith, willing
to test the stormy waters? Jesus is more than a man, more than a miracle
worker, more than a good teacher. He is our Savior, the one who shows up when
no one else will; the one who constantly offers us grace and unconditional love.
As the Psalm says, "seek his presence continually.
Remember the wonderful works he has done."
Thanks be to God for our Savior who walks on water.
Grace and peace,
Pastor Kate
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